Remember yesterday?..

time pass so swiftly.

there's too much of regretions in our life...

should i still wondering the motives of my life?

is there nothing could be done to change the wrong?

i'm such an idiot for defending all the wrong decisions that i have made.

There's nobody could change it for me. It's up to my next move. There's to much uncertainty in this life. Can i just sit here and wait? or just continue on? or act bravely to change it all. Maybe i should. I can just forget about all the stupid mistakes and continue on with the second path. I'm too selfish to make any resposibilities. All i want is the feeling of hugging the green grass field in the garden and look at the blue sky. All the problems would just fade away from my mind. All i can do now is just take a big breathe.

Hoosh!!!! Monday!!

Oh,Monday!!!
yup,it's Monday..i guess most of the people share the same dillemma on monday...
monday means the end of all the crazy parties and gotta back to work..
and me? got to back to college..
i have to get up at 5a.m on my every usual monday and get prepared before getting ready to go back to K.L...
i going back to K.L that early just to avoid getting trapped in the traffic..
Today K late picking me up and we have to face the crazy traffic this morning.. and his gf was deep asleep...
when reach my hostel, i gotta wash all the clothes i wore last week..
there's a washing machine here.. so, dont' think that i'm so hardworking..
after finishing all the chores, i went to college at 10..
i'm suppose to meet Melvin and Beh at library.. it's for the assignment..
but Beh got the wrong time and though we suppose to meet at 12.. gosh..
it was just me and melvin...
the deadline is this week.. and we havent even started a stroke of it..
are we going to make it??? í dunno..
all i want to do now is just sleep...
i'm so tired.. argh..

i won't fake myself..

it's been an emotional roller coaster ride this week in college.. everyone seems like treating me differently. Sometimes they ignored my existence.. What's going on?
did i say or did something that upset them?
this week maybe is my quitest days in college..
i'm not here to complain.. i wont just write this purposely to attract attention...
I'm here to ESPRESS my feelings..
i am who i am... i wont change myself purposely to please somebody..
i don't need alots of friends... a TRUE friend is worth million times more than those fakers outside there.. i don't mean to offence anyone.
I'm just tired of feeling dissapointed.

Amnesty criticises Malaysian arrests for insulting sultan

Amnesty International on Wednesday condemned Malaysia's move to charge eight people for insulting a sultan on the Internet, saying it was a serious blow to freedom of expression.
Six people were charged last week over comments posted on a royal website, under laws banning the transmission of vulgar or threatening comments. Another two were brought to court in northeastern Terengganu state on Monday.
One of the eight has already pleaded guilty and has been fined 10,000 ringgit (2,699 dollars) in the first conviction of its kind in the country, while the others face trial after pleading not guilty and up to one year in jail.
Amnesty urged the Malaysian government to drop all the charges, saying the move was a "very troubling step backward."
"This development is a serious blow to freedom of expression in Malaysia and has set a very dangerous precedent for people wishing to express their views on the Internet," Sam Zarifi, Amnesty's Asia-Pacific director, said in a statement.
"The Internet was one of the few venues available for Malaysians to express their views relatively freely, and now it looks like the government will extend its restrictions on free press to the web," he added.
The comments were posted during a political crisis that broke out in January in northern Perak state, pitting the Pakatak Rakyat opposition alliance against the Barisan Nasional coalition which rules nationally.
In a controversial move, Sultan Azlan Shah ordered the Pakatan Rakyat state government to quit after defections upset the delicate balance of power in the state, which changed hands in general elections a year ago.
Malaysia's government has expressed frustration over its inability to rein in blogs and Internet portals, which have become popular alternative news sources in a country where the mainstream media is tightly controlled.
Since last year, the government has taken action against several online figures, including arresting the nation's most popular blogger Raja Petra Kamaruddin under a tough security law which allows for detention without trial.

sing along song

I wrote this song It's not too long

Cause I'm thinking about you

I wrote this song

Maybe I'm wrong to be called all about you

I don't know what you think about me Maybe you think nothing at all

But,maybe you could just lie to me

We could be in love, you see

Let's sing a long song that not too long

It's when I think about you then

I hear song and you can sing alone

Maybe if you won't want to

Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

I wrote this song It's not too long cause

I'm the one who loves you

i wrote this song this can't be wrong

I don't wanna smile without you

I just want to make you happy

Maybe you want nothing at all

How I wish that you are mean to be forever and the day with me

It's a sing a long song that not too long

It's when I think about you then I hear song and you can sing along

Maybe if you don't want to

Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

In every way, you mean more to me

then you love more

Girl, I do my best to show these words are true

And if you like to make a song in the perfect harmony with me

I find the greatest words to sing

so we could write our own romantic thing

self-talk...

it's the 3rd day of my 3rd semester.. everything seems normal.
I have been fussy about something since last week. But now i got the answer for it..
Thanks to my cousin. (thanks,bro!)
Looks like a new life have begin for me.
From now on i won't be worrying about anything else. Once i did my decision, i won't change my mind easily anymore.
hmm.. this is a dialogue to myself. i know you guys won't be understanding what i'm saying.
Nvm, i leave it this way...

why love??

can i live without love?

i think i can...or couldn't...

It's so frustrated when i look at other couples on the street, in the mall, or everywhere i go...

Humans really can't live without love, is it?

hmm..

I'm tried to find everywhere for ms.right.. but i don't know why till now that i'm living a single's life..

I thought of alot of things when i have a gf in the future.

i will give her a morning call everyday so she wont be late.

i will pick her up to everywhere she goes..

i will not leave her lonely...i will be her best friend..

i will love her in everywhere..

i will be her favourite teddy bear to be hugged..

i will be the frog for her to kiss so i will be her prince forever..

There's so much more things that i wanna do.

memory...

Million thanks to the gang.

It was my happiest birthday ever. Thanks for making my life filled with endless fun and joys.

frustrated..

Gosh!
i lost my password and the username for my old blog..
i just created in not more than 2 months.. sigh...
so, stop saying that i'm lazy to update my blog... i just lost all the keys entering it only...
haiz...