no mood for merdeka.... gonna wear black tomoro... i'm sad for this country...

Malaysia... what colour are u?

It's August again.. the month where malaysian celebrates their triumph over colonization.
as my age are slowly coming closer to 20, i bare in mind that the only gift that left for me as a Malaysian from the last generation is the right to vote in the general election..

days by days, bad news heard from the mainstream and independent medias..
government wrong doings... corruptions... cronizations...
what they've done?
me as a part of the y-generation are easily biased..
what we see
what we heard
is what we believe..

when Malaysian wanted a new hope for them, the BN punish us for being ambitious..
try recall back the incidents that happened in just 1 year
first the hindraf..
then, RPK and the bloggers..
then, Perak crisis..
then, somebody got their naked picture circulated(selangor)..
then, somebody got detained for voicing out their disatisfactions..
then, MANY BODIES din't survive the detentions..
then, they shut the student's mouth by black mailing the students..

I wanted a good future for myself..
if i vote for BN, what do i get?

• easy business ? (bos, mau gi minum teh? i belanja) and become a big fat "businessmen"?
• my future tax money will be used as part of the fund for somebody's big big bungalow?
• move to malay populated township? (there's where all the taxpayer's money flowed to)
• put my children in Sekolah Kebangsaan? (easy to pass SPM, no need take chinese.. they set a low margin to help those NON-NON-bumiputra,got it? )
• a PM with a name that closest to the word "najis"

etc...

what if i vote for the opposition?

• i maybe one of the ppl that visit ISA (i'm writting this post anyway)
• i got block from entering the local universities
• more more ppl die ( u know why)
• not enough fund to repair a poth hole on the road..
• etc....

but things could be different if the opposition outnumbered...

i love this coutry.. not because of the government.. the government din't do anything for us.. even a PR in AUS could easily get a free medical service...in here, we're like shit for them to take out their time to take care of. I LOVE this country because of the PEOPLE.. and food (lol)..

Friends, voice it out loud the voice within u! We are not dummies! Negaraku, tanah air milik kita.. Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan-Ku kurniakan keadilan kita..

p/s: pls don't racist anymore ,guys...

morning...

it's 7.50am now.. me n clarence reach coll around 7.25am today..
later it's our turn to present for d advertising assignment... 4 other members havent turn up yet..
today's class going to start at 8.00am...
wonder how i going to do later in the presentation..

o.0

aiyo.... i very soh zai leh.. nobody forget me actually... hahaha...
all my frens still stay d same.. maybe i think too much liao.. wakaka..
laz saturday we went to Melaka for a trip. hmm.. quite enjoy.. i will post some pic later...
hmm... friends forever!

is me again..

it's been a long time since d last time i update my blog..
there's reasons for me to stop for a while. i have been thinking for some time about this life.
why all the stuffs that happened will happen again? is there any way to stop the cycle?
i hate this cycle...the friendship cycle...
the friend that had been a best friend of mine had turned my old best friend.. it happens to me once in a few years... why do i have to face this? i hate it when my best friend no longer wants to talk to me.. i hate it d most if someone try to cut contact with me... what kind of great evil things that i had done to make them go away?? i din't do anything at all... i'm really really really sad when i'm losing a friend... and for no reason! damn this life!!

on the other side, my new life in college are getting much more brighter than before.. new friends keep coming. everyone loves to talk..play...and share the same interest too... the bond between the students in my group are getting stronger day by day... and this time i break the habbit.. i somehow manage to stop going back to seremban on weekends. i think my new life really belongs to here... i got group mates staying in the same condo.. this never happen when i was in banking and finance.. perhaps, it's fate...

hehe..

clarence lost on some bet and i accompany him going to d atm machine.

while i was waiting for him, i notice this;

take a closer look...

haha... got it? naughty me...

happy go lucky?

Feel so free now. Just wanna say something here..
It's my first week driving to college.. so far so good..
Everytime i hear my friends having some problems whatever that they are doing makes me feel that i'm lucky enough.. I don't meant that i don't have any problem at all. But maybe it depends on oneselves personality. I don't feel terrible when i was having a problem.. Maybe i do learnt something from my past experiences. All the problems will be solved.. It's just a matter of time..