wat i feel

i feel so helpless now... things are getting so emotional lately... and it's just happening in me... it involve nobody at all.... but of course, it's all affected by other people... i'm getting more and more psycho.... i'm starting to think about death too...... the images of jumping down from a high rise keep repeating in front of me..

5W

why do people affect my behavior all the time??

where's the real me??

why should i think that other's are always right?

what makes me such a chameleon ??

who caused me to have such characteristic?

when was the last time i being the real me?

FAILED

things not working the way i wanted again!!!!

i failed to buy the interface!!! argh!!!

n i used up all my salary!!! damn it!!!!!!

dude, it's time to reconstruct your life!!!!

很想

很想哭，但是哭不出来

我以为，我那么伟大 能够撑到最后

时间跑得好快 我抓不到世界的卷边

每天都有起起落落

很想找个人来聊聊

把所有不愉快都忘掉

T.T

i'm a damn careless guy

i have a damn sucking life

i made myself a bastard

SUE ME!

scarry!

i broke something... something that is very crucial in friendship... and i lost the same thing that i broke...

things doesn't work the way i wanted...

can i just pretend that i have never met u before? i wish to erase all the memories.. they are turning into a pain for me now.. it's hard to make things to work the way that i wanted.. i have no choice.. don't just give options that i won't even give a damn second to think about it! no way!