Life's tougher, huh?

There's something keep playing on my mind again and again since last week..
I'm trying to figure out a solution for my problem..
And it's hard..
I knew i wasn't suitable for the subject that i'm taking now.
And i wanted to change course..
i spoke to my dad about this on Saturday..
and he wanted me to continue on..
But, my heart wasn't there to keep on studying..
I forced myself everyday.. but, it doesn't work..
I'm quite reluctant to quit now actually.
I new found friendships will just gone if i quit..
Yah, i'm "kiasu"..
So what? Everyone is so 'kiasu' in this world..
Sigh..