hmm

2 weeks more.. and everything will come to an end....
it's not the end of the world for me..
i'll try my best to talk to my dad..
It's just two ways left for me.
1, register another course
2, go to work
i think these two will be my only options left for me...

Life's tougher, huh?

There's something keep playing on my mind again and again since last week..
I'm trying to figure out a solution for my problem..
And it's hard..
I knew i wasn't suitable for the subject that i'm taking now.
And i wanted to change course..
i spoke to my dad about this on Saturday..
and he wanted me to continue on..
But, my heart wasn't there to keep on studying..
I forced myself everyday.. but, it doesn't work..
I'm quite reluctant to quit now actually.
I new found friendships will just gone if i quit..
Yah, i'm "kiasu"..
So what? Everyone is so 'kiasu' in this world..
Sigh..

My bad..

i'm back.. it's Thursday..
I chat with a girl that i less chat with recently.
I guess it's the first time we talk for more than 3 minutes.
She was dull..
Her bf just broke up with her..
She was quite dissappointed with that guy actually...
he left her with lame excusses..
the girl admits that the boy get bored with her already.
they have been together for more than 1 year...
and it just ended this way..
Who's faults is it to let it end this way?
hmm..

On the second thought,
their situations reminds me of my secondary school days..
I was like the boy..
try to find any excuse to dump a girl if i get bored..
if any of my friends say something like 'your chick looks fat' or something like that, i definitely would dump her..
Irressponssible!!
that was the word..
Oh my god.. i've been such a bad boy in school..
i think every guy share the same experience...
Most of the guys would try to hide themself
or turn their back when there's problems...
and quite less of boys would face the problem..
But sometimes i faced some of my problems..
after some motivation that inspire me to do so..
Those old school days were over..

心痛

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我知道妳要走
妳卻一直沒說出口
只是變得越來越冷漠
後來我才懂
分手的話妳說不出口
我就忍著痛給妳最後的溫柔

分手
我們就分手
就讓我說出妳要的
妳點點頭
就沉默連再見妳都略過

心痛
怎麼會心痛
我以為心痛只是種形容
這一刻我才懂那一種痛
是真的痛

想說聲抱歉
讓妳等了那麼久
還以為有機會能將妳挽留
因為我的心還是深深的愛著妳
沒想到妳對我的愛已到盡頭

分手
我們就分手
就讓我說出妳要的
妳點點頭
就沉默連再見妳都略過

心痛
怎麼會心痛
我以為心痛只是種形容
這一刻我才懂那一種痛
是真的痛