no mood for merdeka.... gonna wear black tomoro... i'm sad for this country...

Malaysia... what colour are u?

It's August again.. the month where malaysian celebrates their triumph over colonization.
as my age are slowly coming closer to 20, i bare in mind that the only gift that left for me as a Malaysian from the last generation is the right to vote in the general election..

days by days, bad news heard from the mainstream and independent medias..
government wrong doings... corruptions... cronizations...
what they've done?
me as a part of the y-generation are easily biased..
what we see
what we heard
is what we believe..

when Malaysian wanted a new hope for them, the BN punish us for being ambitious..
try recall back the incidents that happened in just 1 year
first the hindraf..
then, RPK and the bloggers..
then, Perak crisis..
then, somebody got their naked picture circulated(selangor)..
then, somebody got detained for voicing out their disatisfactions..
then, MANY BODIES din't survive the detentions..
then, they shut the student's mouth by black mailing the students..

I wanted a good future for myself..
if i vote for BN, what do i get?

• easy business ? (bos, mau gi minum teh? i belanja) and become a big fat "businessmen"?
• my future tax money will be used as part of the fund for somebody's big big bungalow?
• move to malay populated township? (there's where all the taxpayer's money flowed to)
• put my children in Sekolah Kebangsaan? (easy to pass SPM, no need take chinese.. they set a low margin to help those NON-NON-bumiputra,got it? )
• a PM with a name that closest to the word "najis"

etc...

what if i vote for the opposition?

• i maybe one of the ppl that visit ISA (i'm writting this post anyway)
• i got block from entering the local universities
• more more ppl die ( u know why)
• not enough fund to repair a poth hole on the road..
• etc....

but things could be different if the opposition outnumbered...

i love this coutry.. not because of the government.. the government din't do anything for us.. even a PR in AUS could easily get a free medical service...in here, we're like shit for them to take out their time to take care of. I LOVE this country because of the PEOPLE.. and food (lol)..

Friends, voice it out loud the voice within u! We are not dummies! Negaraku, tanah air milik kita.. Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan-Ku kurniakan keadilan kita..

p/s: pls don't racist anymore ,guys...

morning...

it's 7.50am now.. me n clarence reach coll around 7.25am today..
later it's our turn to present for d advertising assignment... 4 other members havent turn up yet..
today's class going to start at 8.00am...
wonder how i going to do later in the presentation..