The Last Day

It's the last day of my 20

i get to

learn

approach

feel

and experience

lots of different and new stuffs this year

i get to

know

more about the real face

the mind

and

the ugly truth

about the ppl around me. Feel kind of fun sometimes when i act stupid and denying just about anything. I get to see what they feel,

what they think

and

listen to what they wanna say

some annoyed

some laugh

some thinks that i'm insane

some totally get mad at me.

well, i'm done with my experiments now.

some of you may think that i'm a big liar all this time after reading this

calm down, and reflect what you had said and done all this while.

Actually i'm quite happy with my life

God bless me with friends to be my brothers and sisters

(you guys know that i'm just the only child,right?)

some become my mentor

some become my hater

some become my lover

all i can say is

a big

Thank You

to whoever you are that had spent some of your time out of your lifespan to be my friend

exam starts in 3 more weeks.. will i be able to chase all the time that i have wasted???

决强说不通。。。 哈哈。。。。是我太入戏吗？

i'm in the second year of Advertising now... and my dad still asking me why do i leave Banking & Finance =.= arrrh!!!!

we don't stop playing because of g r o w i n g old

we grow old because we s t o p playing

i like this...

started to work out again since last week.. hope it last long this time... i dun wanna b a fat ass...

not in a good mood...

wat i feel

i feel so helpless now... things are getting so emotional lately... and it's just happening in me... it involve nobody at all.... but of course, it's all affected by other people... i'm getting more and more psycho.... i'm starting to think about death too...... the images of jumping down from a high rise keep repeating in front of me..

5W

why do people affect my behavior all the time??

where's the real me??

why should i think that other's are always right?

what makes me such a chameleon ??

who caused me to have such characteristic?

when was the last time i being the real me?

FAILED

things not working the way i wanted again!!!!

i failed to buy the interface!!! argh!!!

n i used up all my salary!!! damn it!!!!!!

dude, it's time to reconstruct your life!!!!

很想

很想哭，但是哭不出来

我以为，我那么伟大 能够撑到最后

时间跑得好快 我抓不到世界的卷边

每天都有起起落落

很想找个人来聊聊

把所有不愉快都忘掉

T.T

i'm a damn careless guy

i have a damn sucking life

i made myself a bastard

SUE ME!

scarry!

i broke something... something that is very crucial in friendship... and i lost the same thing that i broke...

things doesn't work the way i wanted...

can i just pretend that i have never met u before? i wish to erase all the memories.. they are turning into a pain for me now.. it's hard to make things to work the way that i wanted.. i have no choice.. don't just give options that i won't even give a damn second to think about it! no way!

last paper in less than 10 hours more.. i couldn't sleep.. sigh..

gonna work straight after exam.. from 5th sept onwards... thinking what should i do with the money..

wish to buy an interface.. but then still dunno which one to buy..

n then save the rest of the salary...

exam's coming.. start on 29th August, it's a Sunday.. =.=

still looking for answers

lif4's a maze

dont' you agree?

一夜长大

sent bro Clarence to his new hostel last nite.. he begin to work today onwards. Feel kinda unbelievable.. haha... yup, time pass without any pauses... feel kinda weird writing this down actually.. =P

the nite before that, we took alcohol (and tobacco) all nite long.. first we went to 7eleven for tiger.. then carlsberg... Clarence wanna make me drunk, but it's not enough for me to get drunk.. n then he took his black label out.. (i was waiting for that for too long,wakaka) ehem.. it was nice.. way better than beers.. we talked our heart out during that nite(we confess almost everything, lots of shits and awesome stuffs)..
he did puke (all the way to the neighbor downstairs, we were at the balcony at 11 floors high).. when it was almost morning, clarence beh tahan and straight away go to sleep leaving me alone cleaning up...T_T c'mon i was drunk too! winston complain bout me messing with him after i get drunk... funny... lolx

the talk that we had that night was unforgettable.. it gave me a strong impact on me... 一夜长大，是这样来的吗？

tiring evening

went back to Seremban just now.. it's all about the road tax.. at first wanna ask mr. Wai loon to accompany me.. but he's preparing for a test tomorrow.. so i look for mr.Winston. but he's missing.. he's not at home and didn't response to my call.. so i took my last resort, mr.Tse Kai.. haha.. went all the way to Kepong to fetch him..

around 9pm reach seremban

went to my home.. changed the road tax.. and nothing to do after that..
decided to 'yum cha'.. mr.Teh came back Seremban today too... so we all gathered at Al Wazer Central together with mr.Keiji and his wife, mr.Daniel and mr.Duck.. (LMAO)
watched France's match too.. damn noob... France team really got an issue..
after 'yum cha' both of us back to kl again..

1.00am reached Tse Kai's condo..

feel very tired now.. got class at 8am.. gotta rest early today..coz tomorrow would be needing all the energy that i have..

random

Assignments are pilling up again.. It's more harder than last time. It's really a suicide if you wanna re-sit some papers in this semester... sigh.. i'm not really talented in designing stuffs.. i think this is the hardest time for me then.. and i really need a new computer system.... this old lappy wont be suitable for me to use dy...

U_U..... >.<..

darn it!! i skipped my whole day today... i'm really having an issue now... it's hard to sleep earlier these days.. gosh... and it's so tiring to wake up in the morning...
argh!!!!

later goin to watch Toy Story 3.. bought the ticket earlier dy.. but, ah gan "fong fei kei" at last minute! i have to pay for his ticket !! argh!!

sleptover

eek! i got two alarms! but they fail to wake me up! missed my lecture again.. but still going to d tutorial later.. instant noodle and milk to start my day..

random

omg, my blog is dying again.. It's cause by the laziness of me. It's getting harder for me to type out anything that i wanna say here..

hmm.. erm.. uhh.. wat the hell..
all i wanna say is that whatever decision that my bro has made, i just have to support him.. i'm just scare of being lonely all this while... but life still goes on. i just hope that we still maintain our friendship while we won't see each other that often anymore.. i'll just cross my finger for u, bro! do ur best in whatever u wanna do.. no regrets,k?

我不想。。

it's the second year.. things change again this time... my bro decided to withdraw from coll.. quite upset to hear this news from him.. i can't do anything. feel disappointed too... now i have to go to classes alone...yaya, i have other friends there.. but i'm really 'alone' now.. just me and mr.zack... maybe i should start talking to walls? cmon, there's nobody else in my class that i can talk to..

1st performance..

just finish my first solo performance.. guitar and keyboard!! 2 songs in a row..
gosh... it was so scary man!! i have to sing as well.. but it's a memorable performance for me... my very first... at least i'm brave enough to stand on the stage.. i did not sing quite well.. and obviously i play my instruments more better than my singing.. but i'm not alone.. clarence perform too.. i have no worries for him..
what am i thinking now?
the road of music is not easy.. i have lots of stuffs to learn! i must have faith in my dream.. Thanks to Jason and Eric for giving the chance.. Thanks to Clarence for opening the door for me! and thanks to myself for not quitting!!

morning world!

it's been a long time since the last time i slept early and wake up early too.. it feels great... can't believe that i can really do this...haha... geez.. i woke up at 7 without any alarm clock ringing! lol.... it's a healthy life!packed up and change my car's lubricant... and now i'm having my breakfast at old town.. i gotta drive back to KL later. have to get the contact list Rachel left for me in the SWC drawer. it's about the upcoming society day... and also attend my guitar class tonite and keyboard on friday.. i'll be alone in KL for 3 days since my brothers are in taiping now.. wish me have a safe journey!

i'm home~

the journey~
me,clarence and winston went to jalan ipoh to have bak kut teh at around 5am.. it's nice..
fetch them to bukit jalil after the fulfilling breakfast... around 6.30am
the first bus to taiping of the day was at 8am.. so, we took a walk around the area... found out that the garden in the national hockey stadium was awful... the river are polluted.. and the garden is the heaven for mosquito... but we got nothing better to do.. and i grabbed my guitar and play.. we were there till 7.30am.. then clarence and winston set off the the station to wait for the bus... and i start going back to seremban.. the traffic was okay.. and i reached my home at 8.30..

^ ^

It's time to go back Seremban... gonna drive later.. my bros are going back to their hometown too... but i have to come back on Wednesday for my music class.. i think this is the time for me to concentrate on music since my exams are over.. hopefully i can improve my skills as much as i can in this short period.. gotta miss my bros.. and my bros in seremban, i'm back! but most of u guys are not very free like the old days anymore.. hopefully i get to meet most of them this time...
pa and ah mi, i'm home! (in an odd hour) lol >.<

p/s: wish that me and my bros can make it to the senior year.. don't leave me alone bros..

BYE EXAM!! hello HOLIDAY

At last! i'm done with my last paper today.. me and my brothers on hyper mood today.. i'm quite satisfy with my last paper actually.. i just used less than 12 hours to study it.. thanks to the tips that Ivan gave me.. fwehh... I'm proud of my self coz most of the questions are not empty.. if i fail MSS 我就切掉 ! haha...

after we finished the exam, we went to the Oldtown in Sri Rampai.. took some pictures there.. and then we head to 2K for billiard game... it's not my game.. i score negative points.. lol.. alrite cut that part.. don't wanna mention how badly i play... lol.. and then we went to HPpot ( cyber cafe ) that just nearby our condo.. It gave me a bad impression.. the internet line was ridiculously sucks.. and there's a large group of malay boys in there that keep on making noises... mostly shouting or yelling.. they play with their mouth i think... i think that's our celebration for today.. lol... all i wanna do for the holiday is to get as much sleep as i can.. i'm done with the sleepless nites during the exam!

my milk tea

my breakfast set 3

omega 3 eggs.. nice

bread with ice cream

tik tok tik tok....

i'll be having my last paper tomorrow, MMS! later have to fetch Jun De to his new home.. i still don't understand why or how i could helping people moving out despite i'm lacking of time to study... yaiks... i'm so sorry, clarence and winston.. hope u guys don't blame me.. brothers should always help each other out rite?.. planning to hit McDonald's later after sending Jun De.. I'll drive as fast as i can!!

study! study!... but...

went to titiwangsa mcdonald last nite... the purpose is to study (kononya) for exam... but we all ended up playing Sanguo.. and ofcoz, i miss sausage mcmuffin so much!! and the coffee is good! alrite, the end- we back home at 8am and i din't study anything at all... =.=

:)

i was so bored when i woke up yesterday.. it was 3PM! and i was hungry.. I knew Clarence and Winston won't be waking up earlier than me.. and so,i made my own breakfast! (erm.. should be lunch, i think)

toast with tuna spread

campbell's mushroom soup with pasta

no one can change me!

i don't like it when someone wanna set a rule for me if she wanna go out with me..

don't give me a crap.. i'll change on my own..NATURALLY!

cool cool

i have lines on my head!!

jejeje~

zack- reloaded

what a day!

i missed my class again today.. can't wake up even the alarm rang like a mad clock. Gotta blame tong pak fu for making me addicted to it..haha.. but it's a nice drama..

i traveled all the way back to seremban today just to get back my baby sunny.. Yay! I missed my car so much.. i love u baby.. hehe.... i even get a new hair cut from Vick too... i love it. (and my mom hates it).. what the heck.. it's my own freewill after all...

And then.. i drove all the way back to KL after that.. It's nice to drive after a month of 'car-drought'....

do i have six sense?

things back to normal.. lolz..

but not exactly normal.. There's a puzzle that i'm trying to solve.. Somebody are planning something and keeping me in the dark. I feel like i'm going to have a big lost... i hate this kinda feeling. i'm very confuse now..

is me again

Duh! i made a simple but yet the dumbest mistake this time.. I just made my bro 'tak syok' juz now.. and he says i'm suck! those are one of the harshest words he had ever told me. Maybe i'm not understanding him well enough..or he don't understand me.. or i'm really such a sucker? I seldom talk about me and my friend's business here.. but i got nowhere else to spill. Hope things get back to normal the next morning... :(